You could never know the pain that I felt

Would you understand what it mean in this picture?

19 December 2009

OMG, I can't wait to come to school and going up ahead for studies and play! xD well, today mom gave me one day "off" xD so, when to Hougang Mall with mom. Yay! I'm going to come one of my meetings. As you can see, I'm changing the meeting. Err, if you don't understand means that the first meeting, i go the second meeting i continue my G Mood. You know larh, just guess what G mean xD okay but the thing is, i really don;t know where is HP. i tell mom, she also don't know -.- then how? GGBFF!!! Help me!!! Dx

But i only to go there went my god-brother, Best friends and Bestie bring me. Haha, cause i thrust them. But not maybe much cause i hate when we girls need to run to see who reach wins. Remember Bestie? ^^ i love it and shout like mad people hahaha! okay, back to my story, then went to basement, went to a shop sold Medication. Mom when there and bought something and bought her own eyeliner. I also bought it too xD oh well, I'm no longer ___ cause i have my own CCA and i have not time to ___ . If like last year, yup. But, let's don't talk about it. Maybe some day alright?

Back to the story, had lunch. I think my mom and me never go library cause i was like damn freaking busy, thinking about so many things. (hope i can handle it) well, it's was raining heavily and alot people is having lunch. Got two boys sat on mom and my place. Neh, don' tell me to flirt. You know what? the 2nd brother ate so fast unlike his 1st brother, eat so slow like me which i don't have appetite to eat. Cause i was too full after eating KFC. After that, bought some xmas sweets. But not going to eat 'em. Window shop again and home!

Oh yeah guys, i skip the part when i bought my bags and went to Popular to buy my colored pens. Maybe time is still running on. But never mind, i went shopping cause i bought my new bag and some stuffs for school. Haha, this time, i love something light in color! :D wanna know? see me during the first day of school! :)) oh man, come on, i want to celebrate xmas followed by New Year and back with SCHOOL! and i know you all say WHAT?! School? LOL. You are funny i guess. :) weird fella. Who? YOU! :D

well, i felt sleepy after shopping
don't tell me am i a shopholic?
TELL ME!!! TELL ME!!!
(okay, so obsessed to know the answer)
whatever it is, stay tune for the next post!
Bye!

xoxo
Amanda ?

OMG, do you think that picture means like friends in the Club?

17 December 2009

Heyyy! :D oh well, now you can see that I'm happy right? not like the last time pose, like emo and sad like that. Oh well, another short post too but this post will be happy okay? i Promise! if is not, complain to me in C-Box! but don't spam please. Okay, well today going to be a Good News aye? okay, here it goes. Well, I'm going to go some Shopping this Saturday, 19th December! But it's with mom -.- Never mind. Shopping as buying School Stuffs.

I Think mom wants to do some Xmas shopping? LOL. Don't tell it what is it. But my mom said that After Shopping, on the 20 or 21st of December, i need to continue do my Grounding "Session". -.- Okay, i tell you again. I'm Ground not because i do bad things, but for some reason. Okay, my Bestie know what it's is. So remember Guys & Girls, if you want me go go out, Date me on the 27-31 December alright? Okay, i think i use to much words of "Okay". LOL.

Oh yeah, i would like to wish all the Muslims People, Happy Muslim New Year! :D and some time great, Today's it's 17th of December. IT'S 17! :)) Yup, my favorite date, of cause my date of my birthday. Umm, not, my birthday doesn't fall on December. Try guess! :p Wish me luck that i done my grounded days. Or better, 2 or 3 days off for grounded days. LOL. Okay, jumping up and down for that reason? HAHA. I can laugh for it. Can i write random things here now? Maybe not now :p next time alright?

it's so funny when i check my phone calendar
You know what it's say?
it's not monthsary event but it is,
G______! (it's the word that i use above. BIG ones.)
gotta go now! bye!

xoxo,
Amanda?

Yup, i love my friends!

15 December 2009

Today was like i was feeling sick. Oookay, this is my second day, staying at home. Maybe today's post is short? haha, i hope i can type something random for you to make you entertain. Damn, I've so many tags to reply. Hope you all understand, i reply tags follow by dates, so bare with mind about being reply tags late.

Okay, i was quite sad that i can't go my Sparrow outing. Yeah, get my message form Valarie Senior. She ask if i can go tomorrow. Which i really can't make it. Then second message was the same thing but different date which is on the 17Th. Can't make it too. And one of my clique, Jamila message me if I'm going.

So i message her that i can't go the Sparrow outing and the Hougang Point meeting. okay, if you guys wanna bring me out, I'm only free on the 27-31 of December. So message or msn if there is clarification. Thanks.

Happy 11th Monthsary
to..
Girlfriends

Oh well, Girl friends outings surely canceled
Christin surely can't go
Diana, she tell me long time ago that after her trip to Korea, she gotta be guai kia -.-"
Reena, no reply
Queenie, sometime can, sometime cannot
Bestie, hmmm. Can you? :(
Rachel Toh, i don't want to reply already larrh.

that all I've to say.
If you read it deeply, maybe i felt sad?
LOL. Someone, make me laugh

xoxo,
Amanda .

PS: I'm not going to blog for the next post. But i will reply some of your tags. Just wait if I've any thing to blog, i will post it.

I will explain this Pictures later ((:

13 December 2009

omg, hooked on my laptop after getting a shower. Well, few more hours, and I'm off to my grandma's crib to fetch Mom's sister and Aunt. When browsing Twitter form Phone while i was awake, i saw one amazing twitts. That why am online on Twitter fast. When to that website, and i was amaze. He was really online! :D so the 3 pictures up there, that my hot guy webcaming with one of his crew. Rawr, i wish i can join the crew and web cam with them. Guess, i need to grow little older :( haha.

Anyway, i have 4 pictures but i show you 3 only. Okay, you all can't stole my pictures cause i have the right and I'm the owner of those pictures. So if you want my pictures, at least give me a tag or msn or whatever that you can contact me. Oh yeah, i won't reveal his name. Too cute to say. HAHA. After taking those pictures, when to get ready. When out. Almost when up to Grandma's crib, Aunt and Mom's Sister have when down already. So get a cab.

And it was drizzling on that time. When to Tampines cause my Cousin's cousin married. Reached there, when to salam cousin's real mom. Sat there. Oh my, meet cousin as usual, the "ahem ahem" handshake and he's off. When to get food. Rice with beef i think. Drank Fruit Punch? okay, STM is back. Eat and off to get dessert. Eat Eclairs. My favorite! :) Then meet Cousin's Mom & Dad. Salam them. Around 3 pm, message my GGBFF about next week's meeting.

I was like not sure if i can come or not. Omg, something obsessed me during that wedding! :))Okay, i sit with my mom, Aunt, Mom's sister and 2 or 3 people that i don't know them. One of the people, the child is an English kid. OMG, that make me obsessed with that kid. And Cousin's Cousin friend is a English people. OMG, my mouth was hanging. LOL. They went there and drink but i didn't see them eat larrh, cause we have to leave.

When to leave salam my Cousin's parents, REAL mom and Cousin. Cousin was eating so i just wave at him. LOL. Cab to Grandma's Crib. When there just visiting. Around 5.30pm or 6pm, 315-ed to Serangoon Central to have Dinner at Mac. Well, damn hungry and didn't ate anything but toffee at grandma's crib. Reached Mac, order Fries, burger(can't remember what burger) and Milo. Yummy. Okay, i wanna bought something home. And that time was around 7pm. Bought Double Chocolate Frappe & Oreo Cheesecake. I would try something new and that why i try Oreo Cheesecake. But I've finish my Double Chocolate Frappe but i bought home my Oreo Cheesecake. Home after that.

No event today. For monthsary like that
LOL.
Oh yeah, I'm going to celebrate something
special.
Meet my new Best Friend form New York, Nicole :))
thanks Bestie, you're the best! :))
Don't Worry best friend, you're still mine :)
both off you are mine, "S" & Nicole :)) love you both!
Bye!

xoxo,
Amanda

People think is picture is cute. What do you think?

11.12.2009

okay, dragging myself from bed. Well, at last my work is done and i can go do my own stuffs at home! at last these whole December, i can fly free! weee! but never mind, i wanna spend time with my parents. Oh well, my friends are not "matured" to go out with me -_-" oh well, whatever it is, let's talk about today. Woke up around 8am. Which was damn early as like going another meeting like that. Shower and had my Breakfast. Woah, my dad's phone keep ringing man! getting ready to go to school.

Sad, mom not going out with me :( so i followed my father. 315-ed to school. Reached school, went buy textbooks first. Then the aunt say that only 2 books she will order for me. After buying books, dad ask the aunt to hold on the books while we go buy uniform. So went off. I was like WTF?! 2 books? okay, it's not a surprise matter to me. It's only Story book and CPA textbook. Gahh, i only like i want my CPA textbook. Went to buy uniform and i tell you, this year sucks.

She gave everything the uniform, skirt Etc. big one. she think what? I'm fat is it?! -__-" omg, i gone to so many training and you think I'm fat. I think i like the last year the people who measure me then this year one. Measure like anyhow one. but overall, i love my uniform even though the size is abit big but nice. Skirt?! WTF larh, she give me size 24 and wear at the toilet, damn loose okay?! the PE shirt is okay, always big one. The Shorts, WTF, She give me the BIGGEST last size.

She siao already larh. My actual size is 40 but she gave me 46. i was like complain already but never mind. If next next year i saw her face again, I'm not going to buy, can still reuse. Am i Right? After buying, went back to bookshop, collect textbooks and other stuffs. When home. But! the story is not over yet! After dad when to his workplace, change clothes and went off to Parkway Parade! woohoo! long time never go there. Reached there, went to Swensens.

Oh yeah, i went there with my mom. Reached there, eat. Omg, one of the waiter smile at me -_-" damn shy. LOL. After eating went window shopping one at home is already dusty) Went to the second last level. I was like dare my mom to take one of the escalator that was damn high. haha, sure like want to vomit. Went to the toilet and i see something great. Something interesting that Me & Patty want. And some interesting that i would like to learn it.

Mom agree about that :)) omo, i love my mom! :D Then went to Giant and saw alot of cute bears. But mom disagree cause never tell the price and i have one already -_-" (the one at home is already dusty) when to see alot of things in Giant. After that, when to go down the mall. When bought 3 gingerbread man. Haha, i wish i could send two of my gingerbread man to Canada & New York. After bought 3 gingerbread man, When to Borders Bookstore.

Thinking of continuing reading that Vampire Novel. Okay, FYI, it's not Twilight or whatever nonsense. It's a brand new book. hehe. After founding that book, pay it and off back to buy food for dinner later. While walking when in the flea market. I bought new bags! woohoo! that bag is off from my list! :) then off to food court going round, to find food. Omg, something freak me out was a guy looking at me all the time. But that guy was damn cute!

He look like one Indonesian Actor, Irwansyah. Okay, whatever -.-" but i think mom saw it too. Nahh, I'm not dead. She knows it. Okay, shall not continue what happen. Going home, yayness! take cab! and home! okay, don't tell me what time i reached home -.- seriously STM already.

Happy 1st Monthsary
with...
_____ ________ !

Shut up!
So what if i had momthsary with that person too?
And yeah, the 1st monthsary with unknown name is not my Boyfriend

xoxo,
Amanda ?

What to describe. Help me replace these sentence with a great sentence. lol.

9/12/2009

Woo Hoo! Happy me :) Well, tomorrow is a big Event my beloved sec 3 seniors. Haha, gonna wish them luck tomorrow ;) oh well, today I'm busy preparing for tomorrow event's too! O-M-G!!! You think sec 3 only have a event? the sec 1 & 2 does okay?! gonna have farewell, dance and Talent time! ^^ woots! but sad lurh, you all guys will not able to miss those fun time with me. Why? I'm not going to blog it on this blog. Why? haha, i also don't know. But too bad. Okay, don't scold me with your !@#$%^&*, shut up and enjoy my quiz. anything, i will inform you after the quiz.

Tag by Patty♥

1. Are you single?: Yes
2. Are you happy?: Yes. With my life.
3. Are you bored?: Duh?!
4. Are you fair: Yes
5. Are you Indian: No
6. Are you stupid: No
7. Are you honest: with things that is serious
8. Are you Irish: No
9. Are you nice?: Yes! :D
10. Are you Asian?: Yes

Ten Facts

Full name: Siti Aishah
Nickname: My English name and yeah, some parts of my English name
Birthplace: Singapore
Hair color: Brown with mix of red and orange (i didn't dye okay?!)
Hair style: Long, curly @_@
Eye color: Brown
DOB: 17 August
Mood: Busy
Favorite color: Red, Blue, Purple, Black
One place you wished to visit: Canada & New York

Ten facts about love.

Been in love: Yes
Believe in love for the first sight: Maybe
Currently have a crush: No?
Hurt emotionally before: Maybe?
Broken some one's heart?: No
Like someone but kept in heart?: Yes? i think so
Are you afraid of commitment?: I don't know
Last person you hugged?: Bestie!♥ :D
Last person you said ILY?: Patty!♥

This or that.

Love or lust: Love
Cats or dogs: CATS! :DD
Best friends or regular friends: Best Friends!
creamy or crunchy: Both can?
Pencil or pen: Pen
Wild night out or romantic: Wild night out baybeh! ;)
Money or happiness: Happiness!
Night or day: Night
IM or phone: IM

Have you ever..

Been caught sneaking out?: No
Seen a polar bear: Yes
Done something you regret: Yes
Jumpin: Like duh?!
Eat food on the floor?: No
Eat an entire Jaw Breaker: No
Been caught naked: NOO!!
Wanted bf back: who ah? i don't thing so
Cried because you lost a person forever: Yes
want to disappear:Yes but for some reason

Preference of love

Smile or eyes: Eyes
Light or dark hair: Dark :D
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or taller: Taller
Intelligence or attraction: Intelligence
Violent or pathetic: Pathetic
Older or younger: Older
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing
Sweet or bad: Sweet

Have you..

Performed in a large crowd: Yes
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: Yes
A rock concert: No
Cheer leading team: Yes
Dance team: Yes
Sports team: No
Drama play or productions: Drama play
Owned rich cars: No
In a rap video: No
Last called you made: Yes
Hugged: Yes
Hung out: Yes. with mom.
Work: No
Talk to: Both of my parents
You IM'ed: Not today
Texted: Patty♥
Movie: In cinema, 2012. Online, got alot so can't list lot here.
Last person or thing you miss: My cliques♥ & Bestie ^^

Done! :)
if you want to tag, tag yourslef but you need to tag me in my c-box
that all ^^

xoxo,
Amanda :)

A picture with a thousand words

7th December 2009,

Oh well, goodness today's meeting started at 10am. Why? I didn't sleep. I wake up around 11pm until that morning, i didn't sleep. I try to have a rest. But i really, really can't sleep. Around 9.30pm, Stepped out from my house and of to school. Reached school, Felt lonely as usual. But in the end, Jamila came early then everyone else. Haha, she accompany then Wei Ling came. Then other seniors came and the others all came.

Fall in and went to basement to do our dancing. Some of my friends forgot the dance steps. I do remember. Then practise our dance. After had a few dance practise, went to own patrol and do some discuss about the talent time. Use the talent time for the camp and add on some acting part. Fast Forward, Had Horseshoe training for the sec 4 farewell. Some of the Sec 4 maam came. Joy, Merlyn & Melissa maam. OMG, i miss Merlyn maam. :( haha, at last lurrh. After marching, had lunch. Called mom but mom not at home =.=

Oh yeah, Extended time. Form 2pm become 3.30pm. Okay, whatever. Bought lunch, Cup noddles and Milk tea. After lunch, went back to school and continue the training. After training, went home with Jamila, Patty & Bestie. But in the end, Bestie went home. Left me with Patty & Jamila. I accompany them. But in the end, Jamila went home went she see her bus is a new bus -.- haha! So left with me & Patty. Patty waited for her friend, Xinying. She reached, went followed to school with them. Then my bus came, farewell them and off home!

what a blast, i need rest now.
dizzy since the 1st training for the horseshoe training.
bye love! <3

xoxo,
Amanda